I had the chance of sharing in chapel several Wednesdays ago. It was good for me to live in the biblical text and seek the Lord for a message. It was good to spend chunks of time with Him seeking his wisdom and counsel. It had been so long. I had been praying and praying that He would speak to me in order for me to have something to share. I lived in the Hebrews 12:1-2a verses for about two weeks. I know...one and a half verses sounds pitiful for two weeks time, but it was quite a rich and deep well for me. I heard His voice again like I hadn't for quite some time. I wish this weren't true about me, but sometimes I do better when the pressure is on...when I have to share. I take very seriously the assignment of sharing God's Word. I revere and honor His Word so much that I want to do my part in being prepared. It was a great experience. I am grateful to the chapel office for the privilege.
One facet of this text I had been meditating on was the cloud of witnesses. I have been blessed above and beyond to have such a VAST cloud about me. Those who have gone on...those in my family heritage; those who have been part of my church family heritage. I had and have some very good friendships. Add to that all the heroes of the faith...Abraham, Sarah, Rahab, Samson...to mention a few that Paul shares in the prior chapter. I can also add the New Testament heroes, Paul himself included, to the cloud.
As I was meditating on this concept, an interesting and comical figure came to my mind. Remember the cartoon character "Pig Pen?" Pig Pen was the little fellow in the Charlie Brown cartoon strip. He was the one who walked around in a cloud of dust because he was...well, a little dirty all the time. That was the image I had of myself. See, I am blessed beyond measure by some very dear friends who love me unconditionally. I think of the "porch ladies" I am a part of who meet once a month for dinner. These are dear friends who share deeply from the heart. We share pain, joy, hard decisions, disappointments, much laughter, tears, encouragement, and our spiritual journeys. I TRUST these people. They cheer me on to running the race. They are in my personal cloud.
I also think of the dear ladies that work in my department. We have prayer every morning at 8:30am. We share prayer concerns. These are the ones I could share when my aunt was diagnoses with a brain tumor. These are the ones who cried with me when she died only four weeks later. These are also in my personal cloud.
So this is why I see myself as "Pig Pen." Instead of the "personal dirt cloud" he exists in, I have the privilege of existing in my own "personal friend cloud" on this earth. Friends who cheer me on. Friends who are run the race with me.